Yoga teaching – one year(ish) on

The last 12 months have not solely been about teaching yoga, but it has played a big part in my experience. With significant life changes all round, I’ll be closing this year in a very different space to where I started – for the better!

Yoga teaching so far for me has brought a mix of emotions.

From the enthusiastic start cramming up to nine classes a week online, through to emotional & physical exhaustion & taking time off all together.

There are many moments when I love guiding a yoga practice. The feeling at the end of a class is priceless, when you see people’s faces radiate contentment, with smiles (mostly) all round. Conversely, there are times I question why I am doing this at all. Typically when planning a class, I may feel run down or lack energy or motivation & the thought of designing a new sequence or theme for the week can feel exhausting.

I still feel like an imposter most of the time & when I ask the question at the beginning ‘what’s happening in your bodies – any injuries or other medical conditions I should know about?’ – always slightly worried about what will come back & what I can do with the information received. From hip replacements, prosthetic limbs, pregnancy to knee injuries & beyond, I’ve learnt more about peoples bodies than I ever thought possible. My favourite response ‘how long have you got’ always makes me chuckle.

Surprisingly, I have been able to adapt each practice to meet the needs of students & as far as I’m aware no one has gone away injured (my biggest fear!).

I have so many memories from teaching that bring a smile & I draw on these to help motivate.

From the time midway through a class when I had brain freeze & forgot I was teaching. I’d been doing adjustments & moving around the class when I looked around & no one was moving & realised I’d stopped talking for quite a while, whilst everyone held in uttanasana (forward fold).

My ability (or inability) to mirror teach makes my brain hurt & frequently mix up left & right & names of limbs.. ‘look over your middle thumb’ a frequent cue (my regulars somehow know what I mean?!).. I easily lose track of time & suddenly realise there are about two mins left to ground everyone & squeeze in a savasana. Pretty much always surprised by how fast an hour whizzes by.

Seeing people progress in their practice has been a real highlight. In yin yoga, having people able to move places in their bodies that they couldn’t before feels magical. Watching people get a bit deeper into a pose & see their understanding of how it feels for them is really rewarding. Observing people attempt more complex poses, play around with their physical bodies & succeed or have fun trying! I also love seeing people listen to the needs of their bodies & back out of a pose. People giving me death stares is not so much fun.. but for those moments cueing ‘& smile’ always helps!

One thing as a new yoga teacher I realised quite quickly was that I really do not like marketing, or doing frequent social media posts.. which if you are trying to promote your own classes makes it a wee bit difficult! Instead I became part of a community yoga leisure centre group – Better UK, which not only reaches more people across the local area but means my own marketing can be minimal!

I’ve noticed my relationship with my own practice & physical body has also changed. I’m much kinder to myself.

My body shape has changed & not as I would have expected with my preconceptions of becoming a super fit yoga teacher.. rather I prefer to take my own practice/ exercise regime slower, with more mindful, less physical movement, not as frequently as I once did. This is a big mind shift for me & definitely much healthier.

My general approach to life has slowed down considerably. I think in part due to many other life circumstances, although I’d like to think I’m trying more to practice what I preach. The bottom line being ‘be kind to yourself & others’, ‘live the life you love’ & ‘love the life you live’.

Not sure I’ve done 12 months of teaching yoga justice in this short blog – but it happened! It flew by & whilst sometimes I think ‘why did I do this?’, ‘I can’t do this’ or ‘I don’t want to do this’… I keep showing up (unless ill or family emergency) & after every class I am 100% (or maybe 99.9%) always glad I did.

Personal motto ‘Keep moving, keep believing & keep showing up – unless your tired, then have a nap’.

Big thanks to all those who have joined me on the mat this year! It’s been a huge learning experience, we’ve shared lots of laughter & very grateful to have had the opportunity to guide many different kinds of yoga practice.

Sending love & light beautiful people 🙏


Ashtanga Modified Primary Series YTT Complete

I have been fortunate to be part of this group of ten incredibly strong women who spent 2020 studying with Jamie Yoga Trainings on his 200hr Ashtanga Modified Primary Series (MPS) Yoga Teacher Training (YTT).

Jamie was taught by Larry Schultz, the founder of the Ashtanga Modified Primary Series & a former student of K. Pattabhi Jois who established The Ashtanga Yoga Research Institute in Mysore, India. This face-to-face course provided a clear understanding of the anatomy of the body, the importance of alignment in different asanas (poses) & the connection of the inhale & exhale breath with each movement throughout the sequence.

Every pose in the ashtanga MPS sequence was broken down in a workshop to consider the adjustments, benefits, contraindications, drishti, modifications & observations & a practice script developed. This included Surya Namaskara A & B, all standing & seated asanas & a pranayama practice.

Under Jamie’s guidance we worked together to grow through the year in our teaching skills, confidence & strength in practice. Working slowly & steadily to improve & hone the asanas in our own bodies to be able to effectively demonstrate & simultaneously recognise in future students how to assist them in their practice with clear cues & use of language & physical assists to share the benefits of ashtanga vinyasa with others.

On completion of our final exams on 13th Dec 2020, Jamie summed up the whole experience perfectly

‘It’s been a rollercoaster training but we made it. Perseverance, resilience, adaptation, determination & friendship’.

Jamie Blowers

Gratitude to Jamie for sharing his knowledge no matter what the Universe placed in our path & to Diana Brook who supported & hosted the experience.

Today has been the first day of the year that I have not been enrolled on a yoga teacher training course & feels amazing to have graduated from three YTT courses, with 700hrs of training & nearly 50hrs of teaching experience. Excited to be now teaching a full timetable of yin & yang yoga classes online whilst we continue to navigate through COVID-19.

If you’d like to join an ashtanga modified primary sequence class for beginners-intermediate, classes are running each week with a range of class passes available. Try your first class for free on any one hour class with the code FIRSTFREE.

If you have any questions, please get in touch & maybe see you on the mat!

With love & light.

My Vinyasa Practice (MVP): 300hrs Final Practicum YTT


Since qualifying with the 200hr Yoga Teacher Training (YTT) through My Vinyasa Practice in July 2020, with the impact of Covid-19 here in the UK, I have adopted virtual live stream yoga classes in support of the karma hours for the 300hr YTT. I started by building this website with a linked YouTube channel (Crystal Core Yoga) & social media platforms (@crystalcoreyoga) to help promote engagement. 

During the last 3 months I have guided karma yoga practice in a few different ways, including: 

  • Cover teacher in Diana Brook’s (my yoga teacher & inspiration) community yoga studio;
  • Monday evening yin yoga through August/Sept; 
  • Friday lunchtime relax & unwind yoga to my work community & chair yoga to the disability staff network through Sept/Oct;
  • Two practices per week (& cover classes) since September on a Wednesday & Sunday as part of the Healthy Home Yoga Team, led by Jennifer Osbourne.

Cover Classes

I found teaching the cover classes to be very rewarding with Diana’s studio reaching a wide student base. It was great to connect & flow with so many different individuals early in my teaching experience & provided a platform to establish the technical side of teaching virtually. I designed sequences around the themes for the scheduled classes that included strength & balance focus. For two of the classes I had more than a day’s notice & had time to research, prepare & practice. In these early experiences, I noticed my own high expectations of self in delivery & how frustrated I would get if I didn’t include all I had planned. I have spent some time reflecting on my limiting beliefs around this, which has brought up feelings of ‘not being good enough’ & ‘imposter syndrome’ as a new yoga teacher. I practice self-compassionate forgiveness & continue to do so, if & when it arises, recognizing truth that a ‘divine being in a human experience’.

For one cover class, I had less time ahead of the session & found it more challenging to guide, feeling under prepared. I felt that I over complicated the practice, bringing in more & more complex poses & transitions, losing track of time & pace. I reached a stage when tuning into breath, that I had to slow whole practice down to regain focus. This became one of my greatest lessons, that has really informed my teaching style since: ‘Don’t over complicate things. When starting out with teaching yoga, be kind to yourself too. It is really easy to get lost when teaching & can attempt to bring in more adventurous poses, but maybe slow it down a little. Pace yourself & breathe!” (from personal blog of experience).

Work & Community Classes

I advertised free yin yoga sessions through social media platforms & friends & family who had expressed an interest. Whilst it took time to build engagement, numbers of yogis attending increased gradually & it was heartwarming to see people come back to the classes each week & the lovely feedback shared. One friend commented ‘you were like goldilocks.. just right!’ – which made me smile a lot. I personally adore guiding yin yoga & through all my teaching experience to date, yin yoga stands out as an area of the practice that I would like to explore more. As an individual with managed bipolar, I can relate to the concept of finding your edge, allowing yourself to release more into a pose with time & finding stillness in mind, body & breath & is a practice I hope I can guide others through more. 

I work at Cardiff University in South Wales, UK & during the pandemic a top priority is staff & student wellbeing. I started to offer Friday lunchtime yoga to relax & unwind & chair yoga within our disability staff network. Engagement each week has been brilliant. I originally circulated to my local team & invited them to share with whomever maybe interested (capped at 30) & numbers gradually increased with a core group tuning in each week. I had intended to stop at the end of October, but with encouragement from the group & as we enter a second lockdown in Wales, I will be continuing classes through November.  I am aiming to do further chair yoga with our disability staff network & prior to first delivery was worried about not being inclusive enough in this practice & spent time considering the language & options/ modifications offered with diverse abilities. Feedback from one member was ‘super appreciative of how attentive you were to everyone’s needs’.

Healthy Home Yoga

Through My Vinyasa Practice, I saw the invitation to join the new initiative that Jennifer Osbourne started in August with Healthy Home Yoga ( to help build this provision, in light of the pandemic & facilitate people’s asana practice in the comfort of their own homes. After sending details through to Jenn & connecting through zoom, I joined the team from the beginning offering nourishing & balancing flows twice a week. I helped to promote sessions, through Instagram & Facebook posts & have linked with the other new teachers virtually, which has been an extremely rewarding experience. As with any new business it has been a slow start & I’ve been very fortunate to have two regular yogis who zoom in to every class & it has been a joy to connect with them across the globe.


I feel very privileged to have been in a position to teach & guide yoga practices virtually & reach so many different people in time & space from a diverse range of backgrounds & abilities during the last few months. It has been an exponential learning experience, both through the material & content provided through My Vinyasa Practice, the virtual environments created through zoom & the continual self-exploration along this path.

Through the journey so far, I have been able to better understand where I feel most able to support others in their asana practice, with a focus on connecting mind, body & breath to relax, unwind & destress. I have identified many of my own limiting beliefs & continue to work through them & understand my triggers with tools to manage. Through understanding my own boundaries & acknowledging limits, I continue to work to have an optimal mindset to safely provide a space for others to practice asana. Eternally grateful for the opportunity that My Vinyasa Practice has provided at a very challenging time & how the knowledge & tools provided continues to help me grow on a daily basis to help share the practice of yoga, always coming back to collective truth ‘divine beings in a human experience’.

Settling into teach yoga virtually: Adapting

I am so grateful to those who have joined me online over the last few weeks for late evening yoga. It has been so rewarding to be able to guide yin & vinyasa flows & to hear of some of the benefits it has had.

I have learnt so much about the practical side too, including:

1. Importance of a stable internet. Zoom is very keen to tell you when things are getting ‘unstable’.

2. Lighting in the room, particularly if teaching in the evenings. Very surprised how important this is in my quite dark home!

3. Taking it slow when teaching & guiding a practice virtually. Finding less is more has been a definite improvement through sessions.

4. Music & microphone takes a special skill, I still haven’t mastered!

Having tried & tested virtual yoga a few times now, keen to be part of a team & very excited to be joining Healthy Home Yoga & Nourished Wellbeing in the next few weeks.

Healthy home yoga is based in the US & Nourished Wellbeing is based in the UK. Both offer a range of virtual yoga & pilate classes for everyone with a number of different teachers & time slots. A range of class packages are available with some special offers too!

Until the end of September I will be offering free karma yin yoga sessions at 8pm every Monday eve. DM or email to receive the zoom link if you would like to join.

Whilst this year has been like no other, on many levels.. reaching a space of gratitude, acceptance & contentment. Seeing new norms appear all around & embracing whatever arises with discernment.

It is what it is’ favourite motto of 2020

Maybe see you (virtually) on the mat. With love & light x

Teaching yoga virtually: reflections from first week

Over the last couple of weeks, started to begin to teach yoga using zoom. Covering some classes at Diana Brook’s studio has been amazing & have thoroughly enjoyed the opportunity to teach strength & grace/ balance & stillness yoga.

The first class was Sat, 1st August & I had several days to prepare. I chose the sequence, practiced it on my own & with a friend online before doing the class. I had everything set up at least half an hour before. Internet tested, laptop/microphone fully charged & animals separated to various parts of house to avoid there usual ‘joining in’..

Really enjoyed teaching the first class so much & managed to recall most of planned sequence & felt so exhilarated to have got all the way to the end. Those who took part, seemed to really enjoy with some lovely feedback!

The following Wednesday a second cover class came up & being on annual leave, jumped at the chance & started planning. I practiced the sequence beforehand, yet felt more nervous the second time & forgot a couple of the planned balances whilst in the flow of the moment.

I also wasn’t quite as organised & whilst computer/mic were charged, had forgot about the animals & had a Holly cat joining in for most of the practice! Teaching online with a cat clawing your body is slightly challenging & I learnt this lesson the hard way..

Still enjoyed every moment & plans started to whirl on how to teach virtually more regularly.. which led to the yoga classes page & potential plans to deliver sessions around current home/work balance.

When you are just starting out & trying to reach people who would like to follow evening yoga classes at 8:30pm (GMT+1), I realised that this would be quite a challenge & may not appeal to many people’s lifestyles!

Decided to give it a go anyway, if you don’t try then you’ll never know & offering some karma yoga to see what may emerge. Very much enjoyed connecting with one of my oldest friends who zoomed in to yin & restorative yoga from her balcony whilst on holiday & realised it is possible.. if I can get my head around promoting/marketing a little more.

Also recognised this might not be the only way & trying to decide how to take forward the business side of yoga is quite challenging & keeping options open & versatile, current approach.

The following Sat morn, I woke up to a message asking if I could cover the 9am strength class – an absolutely yes! Jumped out of bed to get ready with about an hour or so to prepare. Checked all kit charged.. animals away from the mat.. setup with 15mins to go.. knocked over full cup of tea. Cleaned up & back to the mat, all set to go!

The practice passed in a blur. I got a little carried away with some of the stronger ashtanga asanas, with so many vinyasas & chatarangas that I was trying hard not to pant.. realised I had to slow down & brought in a malasana.. yogi squat to balance & connect back to the breath! Something I had been saying throughout the practice & really needed to do.

The last minute class was my greatest lesson. Don’t over complicate things. When starting out with teaching yoga, be kind to yourself too. It’s really easy to get lost in the practice when teaching & can attempt to bring in more adventurous poses, but maybe slow it down a little. Pace yourself & breathe!

This week, I’m trying to learn & slow down the pace. Connecting back to breath & observing whatever arises, without attachment. Happy Monday all. With love & light x

Beginning to teach yoga: where to start?

I have taught many different things through my past life experience, from practical & theoretical science to understanding conscious, conformational & unconscious bias. However, coming to teach or guide through a yoga practice is a whole different ball game no matter your prior teaching experience.

Trying to teach yoga in a way that is authentic & supportive to the student, providing a safe space, cues that help alignment, with an inclusive language & modifications that make the practice accessible to a range of students is a whole lot to think about when you first begin.

On top of that is the slightly more fundamental challenge of speaking/cueing whilst both demonstrating poses & observing the students & providing appropriate adjustments as needed.

If I think about it too much, it can feel overwhelming & often have to come back to the yogic philosophy to ensure quieten the chitti vritti & focus on breath.

Aside from the practical side of getting into teaching yoga once the registration/insurance is sorted, there is the whole other side of currently being in the middle of a viral pandemic. Whilst things appear to be slowly improving (in the UK, July 2020), there is a new norm morphing around us & many other health & safety factors to consider. Sticking to virtual methods, whilst not ideal, feels like the safest & easiest way forward for the time being, although would love to be able to practice more in an outdoor setting.

Where to begin has been cycling in my head for the last week or so. I have ongoing ashtanga teacher training that will provide valuable additional knowledge & would like to simultaneously build on current MVP training & begin the more practical experience of guiding classes.

To date, I have a 9am cover class lined up for Saturday 1st August (super excited & very grateful to Diana Brook), have started recording more YouTube videos with a short beach yoga & a 1hr karma yoga (featuring some ashtanga primary series asanas) & I am linking with some other yogis I’ve met through MVP about virtual options.

Nothing set in stone & going with the flow of what presents in the Universe. Staying present (as much as possible) & enjoying being in this human experience & very grateful to be on this path. What is to be is to be!

With love & light x